Lownna

My world stops Body paralyzed I have no control as the room spins Wobbles, plays over and over I've been here before I've done this I know him Is this real? I'm so scared   I can't move Please bring me back to reality Or is this reality Where am I going Wait, I've been here before I think I know him Why isn't he helping me I'm as invisible as I feel He's here Calling out to me. Wait, I can't respond Why cant I move! Baby I love you, I love you What are you doing to me I'm so scared What's going on Why are you belittling me Why did you do this to me! I can't control my body Twitching uncontrollably I'm so scar

It's so dark and timid. My soul is seeping between the cracks of this forsaken earth. The streaks of terror and loneliness echo through the desolated place called home. With no one around and nothing to grab hold to. I sink deeper and deeper between the solid walls of desolation. So un-cared for and fragile with broken wounds untouched.  I look up and see no light and with little hope of happiness. It lingers inside with a want to escape, but no one to help it through. Just too tattered and unwanted that I feel it doesn't matter. No reason to feel the omitted sense of love. Comfort of trust. Nor the sentiment of security. No reason to feel wa